toes are cold at dawn. i've been keeping a journal of photos. there are no explanations with them except sometimes the file names tell a little. it feels really odd to have photos of myself online. i'm not entirely comfortable with it. just know that. sometimes there are words, too. i don't take showers very often. when i do, i like to pee on my feet. some people are really ok with being watched while they pee. i am ok with it. some people just can't go. others